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xMikadzuki

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Ohhaaiiii guys!! Mika here, just wanting to post this on the internet so I could hear your guys's thoughts or just to get it out there so I can say that I did.

This will be a rant about friends and social-life and status and blah blah blah.
Feel free to flame me, I could use a good laugh.

Okay firstly- we're friends, okay, got that. Defining friends, I see it as somebody who has the 'privilege' to ask 'What's wrong.' And usually, get an answer, unless it involves other people. And none of that 'nothing, I'm fine,' crap, the real, true shit that's going wrong in your life right now.

But no. You can call me your 'bff,' all you want, and you can tell all your little friends that your obligated to me, but if you don't /treat/ me like a best-friend, when it's just you and me? Nope. We have problems.

And then there's that whole 'liking' issue. What. The. Fuck.
I'd rather just /not/ acknowledge the fact that I am attracted to you in the /smallest of ways./
Honestly? Life would be easier if we all just ignored the fuck out of it, cause that always causes problems and I don't /want/ a relationship or anything else. Okay that's a lie, but if you don't want it, I dont' want it.

And one more thing, I'm really ashamed that I can't tell you all of this because I'm so scared of what you'll think. I blame you. All your fault. Okay not really, just me being a coward.


Lastly, I warned you that I care too much and that I'm overbearing so you really can't complain about that now. Just end the friendship if you feel that way. I'm done.

Ugh okay rant over I feel better, thanks guyyyss!!
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